ages ago
It seems like ages ago, since I last saw you.
I think about you all the time. I often wonder if you have changed in any way; if you have had your hair straightened, or shortened; if you have lost some weight, or if you had gained some; if you have tanned yourself, of if you have grown fairer due to your new schedule.
But when I count the days, I realise it has not even been a week since we last saw each other. Yet, perhaps knowing that we may very well never meet again, being apart from you feels like being a lifetime away.
I do not know how I would last a lifetime, or even if I could.
I think about you all the time. I often wonder if you have changed in any way; if you have had your hair straightened, or shortened; if you have lost some weight, or if you had gained some; if you have tanned yourself, of if you have grown fairer due to your new schedule.
But when I count the days, I realise it has not even been a week since we last saw each other. Yet, perhaps knowing that we may very well never meet again, being apart from you feels like being a lifetime away.
I do not know how I would last a lifetime, or even if I could.
posted by heartstorm at 12:58:00 PM
2 Comments:
reading ur blog gives me the same pain as when i read/write on the blog i set up for him and myself.
the familiar pain and feelings tat you and i experience HURTS so much.
Like i commented in one of ur entries, we are not letting go yet. We do not know wat we want and wat to do. We do not know what the future holds for us? Is there a future to talk about in the first place? However, we do know that ultimately, we have to part. Is this the usual ending for pple like us? Why must it be the case everytime? Why are we such cowards for not wanting to fight losing battles?
The longer we hold on, the deeper our feelings will be. I dread the day. Totally dread it.
Wish me luck.
And only some1 who has been thru/ is going thru this will understand fully. I know its hard on you at tis pt in time.
*hugs*
*stay strong for her*
..as i read.. i felt so much for your posts... it wasnt about me in similar shoes.. it's just the feel it brings..
..that mixed emotions.. that mind that lingers and run like never before.. times we ask ourselves repeatedly..
*hugs. probably as u mentioned... as cliche as it goes.. time will tell.. just.. not let time be an excuse..
..do take cares..
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