note
Clearing my desk today, I found a note you gave me some time back.
I can't remember exactly when you gave it to me. But it was a note regarding work for one of the company's clients. In it, you were telling me what a pain this person was. You did not mince your words about how you felt for this client. It brought a smile to my face as I read it.
I have read it many more times since.
I have been looking at the words over and over, carefully reading every line. I have been scrutinising every stroke of your pen, ever loop that you have made on the paper. I have been contemplating on your choice of words. And every time that I read that note, I feel a pain in my heart. It reminds me how much I miss you.
I miss you so terribly that I cannot even begin to explain it.
I think of you so much I cannot even begin to comprehend it.
The last time I heard your voice was the worst I have ever heard of your voice.
I wish only to hear you again; happy.
I can't remember exactly when you gave it to me. But it was a note regarding work for one of the company's clients. In it, you were telling me what a pain this person was. You did not mince your words about how you felt for this client. It brought a smile to my face as I read it.
I have read it many more times since.
I have been looking at the words over and over, carefully reading every line. I have been scrutinising every stroke of your pen, ever loop that you have made on the paper. I have been contemplating on your choice of words. And every time that I read that note, I feel a pain in my heart. It reminds me how much I miss you.
I miss you so terribly that I cannot even begin to explain it.
I think of you so much I cannot even begin to comprehend it.
The last time I heard your voice was the worst I have ever heard of your voice.
I wish only to hear you again; happy.
posted by heartstorm at 12:09:00 PM
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"when we're incomplete, we're always searching for somebody to complete us. when, after a few years or a few months of a relationship, we find that we're still unfulfilled, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising. this can go on and on -- series polygamy -- until we admit that while a partner can add sweet dimensions to our lives, we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfillment. nobody else can provide it for us, and to believe otherwise is to delude ourselves dangerously and to program for eventual failure every relationship we enter." -- tom robbins
yet we cannot judge what another's experience is like... because we'll never know... not unless we are that person...
i wish you'll discover your own fulfillment... just as pinkdaisy will too... and that both of you will be truly happy.
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It make me feel moved by your unconditional love for her but at the same time,make me feel really heartache for both of you.I really hope both of you can be together soon.I know there is not much possibility,but just believe it.Why love till so sad?If you can,take her away from here..Because that the only way to get her out of suffering she is enduring.
Hey how are the both of you now? Hope that you have recovered from the heartache. I can fully understand what you are going through. It takes one to go through the same thing in order to understand another. Be strong, it has been more than a year ago? For me, I am still struggling, but I long to have peace at the end of it all. Love is always irrational, and marriage vows may really prove to be a joke for me at the end of the day. Feelings and love, are transient and temporary. God bless you always, take care!
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