hiding

I have not heard from you since that night.

I have been thinking about you a lot. I wonder what you have been doing. I wonder where you are. I wonder if you are all right. I want so much to call you, yet I worry about the repercussions.

In my mind, you are in an abusive relationship. In my mind, I want to take you away from it all. Yet in my mind, something tells me that you would not follow me. Perhaps I have not earned the right to take you anywhere - simply because I do not have the courage to. Perhaps also because you have never really asked me to.

I do not know what I would do, if ever you asked me. Or what I should do.

Forgive me.